For you as i was...................................

10:07 AM



THERES SOMETHING ABOUT YOU
SOMTHING SO SPECIAL THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
WHEN YOU WALK PAST
MY HEART BEATS SO FAST
YOUR TOUCH MAKES ME FEEL A SUDDEN RUSH TO THE HEAD
BUT SOMETIMES SO BAD THAT I WISH I WERE DEAD
IT KILLS ME INSIDE TO KNOW YOU DONT CARE
AND HURTS EVEN WORSE CAUSE YOULL ALWAYS BE THERE
YOU SAID WE’D BE FRIENDS BUT THAT IS NOT TRUE
CAUSE I WANT TO END THIS RIGHT NOW CAUSE IM IN LOVE WITH YOU
THERES SOMETHING ABOUT YOU
THAT WHEN I CRY AT NIGHT
YOU SUDDENLY CALL AND MAKE EVERYTHING ALRIGHT
BUT IF YOU ONLY KNEW THAT I WAS CRYING OVER YOU
WHAT IN YOUR HEART WOULD YOU TRY TO DO
WOULD YOU STAY OR WOULD YOU GO
WOULD YOU CONFESS YOUR LOVE FOR ME
AND SAY YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE
NO YOU WONT YOU WILL LET ME GO
THERES SOMETHING ABOUT THAT I JUST CANT BE MAD
ALL I CAN DO IS TO WAIT FOR YOU


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Lost & Found or Found & Lost….

9:15 AM




There may look less difference among the words, they gives the idea of another use of English language. Does it really a jumbled statement or it’s the Life then has been altered.

Look ……yes look at to yourself again & then honestly for your own concern answer this………. Has it was your mistake ……………. Has it is delayed condition……………. Are there some ways left to move condition………
Lost & found for me means that nothing has ever lost, it was always there but we have taken time(extra time) to realize that…………….
But found & lost is the irony, once you ounce the glory glasses for cheers, next moment you are laying in some ones coffin in a funeral…………………

You lost the smile of her for a day…………… Next day she smiles over you for being sorry………
You founds a smile from your memories……….. Next moment you smiles over yourself…………

Complicated is the new clue for expressing the things that I believes………
Every one has deep cut, just like first cut is deepest, but still we looses and we founds it to loose it again……….. If we evaluate things we will came to know that we have always lost ……..
WE HAVE ALWAYS LAOST SOMETHING………….. LOOSING IS OUR HABBIT NOW….
Sorry for the blame, but this blame is again gona lost over you………
Do you found something in recent days………….. Yes then what is that…..close your eyes and then feel that … is that enough to gain a piece of charm on your face…………..
Cry Cry and cry some more……….. we lost something somewhere in someone…………… & have never tried to………….


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Miss the days..............

12:25 AM




I was in my bed with all comfert that other says as Sleeping. I woke up suddenly, i thought i wish i can miss some thing here right now.





It was very difficult for me to tell what to start miss and from where to start missing, coz nothing is working. I got a clue to start from i missed you first, yes you. Dont belive i know you will never ever belive this because you will never ever be able to read this.... i from the core of my dead heart wish that you may read this one day....... I missed you................ i tell you how i missed you......................





Its not a long back that i have been missing you, for me its the last passed day, hey i missed you beacused i love you 7 its was very great for me also to be in love with you those day , when we missed the sun, we missed the sweet cream light of Moon, we missed the stars after getting each other so close, i have been missing you since i started looking the sun moon and stars, in the face of lonliness.



I have missing you heart beat when you were so close to me, even you were able to have my beats, now i m missing the beats in my heart..... you know coz you have taken those beats with you...........still you will be missing your heart beats.......................... it beats without sound......





I have been missing your smile from my lips the time you touched them, the last time i still cant forget.............. the way you bit my lips for to remember the Last Kiss for ever in our life........ i still miss the pain in these dead lips.... missing you, you may come one day and give that pain that i deserve again.................. hope you may also miss the tender lips of mine to be bitten up for next time..........................





I miss your smile in the back of the lonly world, you may remember that how beautifull those days were for us, i hope i tried so many times to smile but i missed the smile in your cheek, you must be smiling some where far but still you will be missing your smile coz i m carrying the pain of your smile .............. so why dont you try to come to me back to smile ......... smile with all honesty.............................



I missed you all my life, i m missing you right now, but do not make me wait more ciz i m affraid of missing to miss something......................





we were for each other, we missed each other for all life, now miss other and miss us.................





i know when we will meet we wil suely miss each other just like even after rain the cloud miss the rain, to whom he loved most and left in the tears....... for others.................





what to say more the more my word more i miss you.........................





Dedicated to you................ With all missed days, love.......................


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ALONE with YOURSELF

5:34 AM


I can't Stand to flyI'm not that man just out to find the better part of me
I'm more than a bird I'm more than a plane I'm more than some prettyface beside a trainIt's not easy to be... me
I wish that i could cry fall upon my knees find a way to lie But a hoI'm misunderstood Dont be niaeve Even heros havethe right to bleed
I may be disturbed Of what you can see Even heros have the right to dream And its not east to be... me
Ubroken the way away from meWell its alright You can all sleep sound tonight Im not crazy or anything
I cant stand to flyI'm not that , weren't meant to rideWith clouds between their knees
Im only a manWith silly red shoes, this one way street IM only a man with silly red shoes Looking for special things Inside of me
Inside of me
Im only a man with silly red shoes i m only a man looking for a dream Im only a manwith silly red shoes ....................


we all wish that to fly, but we need wings of the confidence that is there,


there far away....................................


just come back, i m
still not flying..............


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Rain to Remember.

5:54 AM


I m always afraid to tell what i like most, because i m afraid of loosing .... loosing her...

I stayed for a long time in the eternal beauty of the life and the Gods Own country. I have already enjoyed a lot many days here in rain, it gives me pleasure of mine own existence. This day it started raining again, it was almost 7 pm but no sign of her. I looked onto the clock 30 times in a minute, i was looking for her, this is raining also how i can manage to take her for tea, this day i will tell her what i feel, i was ready for the consequences. I was about to take a strong decision this time, though i was afraid inside. She was there, she was there as i was really waiting for her, she came there as she was i have thought of . Now what to begin from, the words of her was all i have that time. Silence from my heart still tells me now whats next, but no answer.
I kept silent for the next three minutes, she was speeking some thing to me, i m so sorry that i was looking onto her to see her fully for the next of my life, if we will fall in love again. Things can change its been from my heart, but there was no way.
We walked for those miles, i believe for me miles of my life i can never ever wanted to travel, i don’t want to take a chance. We started to have walk it was raining not so hard, i know he is looking for me from the sky, he wants this to be like this.
It was the plan of god to make the evening as a life time memory, i don’t know how many people have got this Event in their life to share with, but i got this moment. She was with me, rain was with us, we both were with each other. A walk to remember for life, A walk to say our treasure, A walk to Call the beauty of first time i was looking onto her eyes, A walk to see her, A walk of silence from heart.
I don’t want to say her anything now i decided there itself i wanted to carry these all memories for the whole of my life, for the first time i was seeing who i m, i was not in condition after a long ago.
I thought i will never tell her how much i was in need of her as a friend of my soul, as a part of my discrete life. What she will feel about me, she must be ashamed on her own self, this boy no no....
I was doing not so justice to myself but this time for the well being of my some one and for her feeling that i respect most.
But I even cant say hr good bye, What to say her......................
Walk to the last of my breath, i dropped her to the point of no turning back, i know how i travelled those miles back, on my own alone,
I just wanted to say her Please don’t go, please stay here for me, just see the shadow of my heart in the sky.
Coz i cant see how i broke my heart. If i stay i will be alone more enogh to call myself talk about it.

But i will never forget those steps we have together in that beautiful springing rain, what she wanted to give name for that wonderful evening, but u have given me more then i deserve i will always remember the tea with u, i will close my eyes and will remember u , u always.
U made “ WALK TO REMEMBER”. U r U, where ever i go i will have the very thought of you.
I don’t know the future i may meet her again, but keeping the positive hope to see her again. I m moving.
She is all to me for most of the times, though she never knows. I want her to do best in her life that is why i m not keeping her in the state of confusion. I wish she remember me, as her sweet memories.


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